Saturday, December 6, 2008

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kashfi amk eto dukkho dish kano tui????ami ki khub beshi kisu chai tor kas theke???tui onno der sathe ki shundor kore ktha bolish...amr sathe-o ki omon kore ktha bolaa jai na???ami ki tor kase key na???amr kano value nai tor kase????amr oporadh ta ki bolte parbi?????

st martin tui shp e jkhn bolli ami kano toke ashte bollam...amr eto karap lagse oi din....nijeke koto j oporadhi mone hoisilo....ami toke aste bolsi tui anondo pabi bole...tor j surutei karap lagbe ami kolpona-o kori nai...amr onk karap lagse eta shune.....ami bishonno hoye gesilam tkhn theke...tui mone hoi eta buzte parsili...tai she din beach e berber ktha bolsili amr sathe....ami oidin vavsilam tui mone chnge hoisis...amk patta dicchis...amr valo lagsilo onk..kintu pore buzte parsi oi ta chilo ship e oi ktha bolsili ter compansasion.amr mon ta abr karap hoye gelo....shondhai tui jkhn bolli oi pic ta tulsilam toke niye..tor onk valo lagse...tui amk thnx bolli...amr abr shb valo lagte strt korlo.......

kintu lst 2 ta din amr osojjho rokomer karap katse.....ami obak hoye cheye dekhsi....tui ragib ria adnan der sathe ki shundor heshe heshe ktha boltesis...sarakkhn oder sathe thaktesis...r ami ekaki pore asi...ora shbai onk dure thakle-o tui oder dak diye diye ki shundor ktha boltesis...hastesis.....omg ami boshe asi samne othocho tor chokh pore na amr dike....1 ta ktha-o bolte iccha kore na tor...she din ami boshe asi dolnai...tora shbai adda ditesili....tahni amk call-o korsilo...tor mone-o pore nai amr ktha....ekta call-o dili na amk.....tui ki kore emn korte parish..amk ektu bolbi????

kshfi ...st martin ashar age tor sathe koto ktha hoilo amr..ami vavsilam..at lst tui amk apon keu vavsis...ekhn theke amr sathe onk time thakbi...onk shundor kore ktha bolbi....kintu na re holo na....ami abr dekhlam shb kisu shei ager moto...kono chnge ashlo na.....

kshfi ami ki toke kom time dei???amr to mone hoi sadiar pore j tor sathe shb theke bessi somoi dei..shb ktha bole she to ami....tao emn holo kano shb....ami fokirer moto cheye thaktem tui kokhn dak dibi amk...2 ta ktha bolbi....kintu holo na re.....toke dekhlam nij intrst niye shber sathe pic tultesis....tui ki mone korte tor ei jeebone kobe amk dak diye bolsis...ifti ai..amr sathe ekta pic tol....

kshfi eshb kisui onk gula choto choto dukkho theke creat hoise...jkhni eshb hoise ami vavar chesta korsi eshb ashole kisui na....kintu protita din ami jkhn eshb dekhi ami koshte more jai......

aro onk ager ek diner ktha-o amr onk besshi kore mone porse re....zohurul hoq sir er rfregeration er multymediar din...tor pashe fariz boshlo,farizer pashe ami ....tui sarata somoi fariz er sathe ki chomotker kore ktha bole geli...amr sathe ekta ktha-o ki tor bolte iccha holo na re?????amk kano eto obohela korish tui shb somoi????

tor sathe jkhni 4-5 jon thake...tor kono vavei mone pore na amr ktha...kono ktha bolte tor iccha kore na amr sathe....tui amr sathe ja kisu ta valo thakish..seta ei net er moddhe...real lfe e tui boro ochena.....amr chinte pari na tkhn toke....

amr onk onk koshto hoi...ami mood dekhai...tui shetai dekhis.....ei mood kano hoise kokhono vavish na seta......ki r bolbo bol toke...ami onk vave onk ber bolsi toke.....konoi chnge ashe nai tor maze.............

kshfi maf kore dish amk....ami manush ta karap....tai valo lage na eshb...

ajk bus e tui pichne eshe jlhn boshli pashe...amr kadhe matha rekhe shuye thakli eto valo lagse amr ki bolbo toke...pore obosso tui bolli j alo chkhe porse bolei tui pichone ashchili...ami vavsilam tui iccha kore aschis amr pashe boshbi bole....im wrng agn....bus tahni r tor pashe ragib k boshte dili...golpo korli....ragib er jaigai ami thakle ki boshte diti amk?????ami jani re diti na tui...................

ami shb mene nicchi....ami kicchu chaibo na re tor kas theke......lfe e ektu hashi anondo fire ashchilo....shb abr chole jacche din din.

1 comment:

ABIR said...

haire kashfi...ki j bolbo toke tai buztesi na.....aj ei adnan ei ragib tmr khub fav hoye gese...coz tara gossip tackle dicche r ami gossip banai beracchi ...tai na????
ami jodi boli orai prothm theke ei gossip partyr sathe jorito...orai prothm theke nana rokom gossip banaito...biswwas hobe tor????kisui hobe na re kisui hobe na.....
ekhn shbai valo tor kase....
j ami prothm theke eshb theke durte thaki aj shei amiii culprit...haire duniya re....ami na pailam shanti gossip partyr sathe mishe..na pailam shanti tor kase eshe....
tui ki kono din-o buzar chesta korsis..ekta manush kano eto mezaz karap kore kano eto mood dekhai???tor chokhe to porbe na kisu,,,tui ki kheyal korbi eshb.....ami sarata somoi thaki tor sathe sathe...ami ki chaite pari na tui amk onno der theke ektu bessi attention dibi???othocho tui thakish-i sarakkhn onnoder sathe...net ei kabol tuk tak ja time dish amre ektu....amr khub koshto hoi..ami bolte pari na kao k...tui ki vavsis ami toke bole jor kore tor kas theke attention adai korbo????
tui kono din sadiar sathe emn kore dekhis..or kmn lage tkhn buzbi...koto ta oshohai feel kori ami seta tui ki buzbi?
tor bozar kotha-o na...toke khushi rakhar moto hazar ta frnd ase tor..ek jon na thakle arek jon ashbe...amr keu nai..tai toke eto ta kase kase chaisilam...
r kokkhono kisu bolbo na..ei tour er somoi amr onk onk bessi xpectation chlo tor sathe bcoz of ter ager koto gula diner jonno..amr mone hoisilo at lst i got u....terpor-o jkhn holo na.. r kono din hobe bole amr mone-o hocche na...ja hok na hole nai...amr dukkher buzar sathe na hoi arektu add holo...shudu ektu veve dekhish..sadiar pore r k ase j toke niye eto kisu vave...j tor jonno sara ta somoi net e boshe thake...k tor ktha sarata khon chnta kore...ami jani tor kase eshber mullo nai...thak ..ami r kisu chaibo na...er theke valo kore toke buzanor khomota amr nai....tui valo thak...shei valo...ami normally cholbo tor sathe...khamokhai onk onk bessi chaite gesi ami...birat vhul hoise eta...im sry to none...im sry to myslff.