thghts

kshfi dont like me vry mch....dnt kno y...but i kno it...i can feel it insde..........wsh 1day i cud chnge evrythng.....i cud make her to like me......

lots of occasions i inslted her....inslted her infrnt of othr people s well s junior stdnts.....lots of time i misbhved wth her.....i embarassed her.....i inslted jngi...i missbhved wth jongi....i ve no rghts to do thse

im so sry for all thse.....shes a nice lady....dnt kno y still she talk wth me.....neothr gals xcpt her wnt tollerate me.....im so grteful to her

wsh i cud chnge maslf.....wsh i cud b a bttr persn...wsh i cud stp insltng her...wsh i cud stay bsde her evry momnts.....wsh i cud give bck her thse 2 years or mre whn i isolted maslf.....wsh i cud stay wth her at thse times whn she needed me.....wsh i cud stay wth her forevr...wsh i cud do smethng bttr 4 her.....wsh i cud tell her how mch she wrth in ma lfe......

but im a fool guy.....i cant do these....i cant do nethng tht ll feel her bttr.im so irritatng...she shud hate me 

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y did i call her again...?i thoght shz is not felling good???y do i thnk shez not feelng good???coz whn she said in msn 'shez sttng alne..' i was worried.i thought shez not ok......whtevr i was wrng...she was ok.....nd bina karone or jonno concern hoisi ami...haha....wht a fool im.

AJOBBBBBBBBBBBBB

hahahaha......wht a turnnnnnnnnn....man lfe is so un-predictable......wht can i say....

pathetic baper
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WanNa b a GuD pErSon says:

takng a discission

ami r pain nite partesi na....goto 6-7 mash dhore continuous ei pain peye jacche kisu din por por amr r seta val lagtese na.....

tui amr sathe kamne ktha bolbi.....or sathe ter sathe kamne ktha bolli....r 5  jon manush samne thakle tui jodi nao patta  dish....or tui onno der sathe shundor bhav korli r amk continuous obohela korli---------eshb kono kisu niyei ashle amr complain korer kono rght nai.....who m i ??? tui ki korbi seta ami boler keuiiiii na......its ur choice.....u lke othrs lot more...u ve fun wth them...u wnt to stay wth them...who m i to stp u?who m i to compain???absolute no one.....

why wud i xpct lots frm u????why????who gave me tht rght???who????

ami r kono pain nibo na....ami khb tired hoye gesi.....amr mon ta pura venge gese aste aste diner por din.....ami r pain nite partesi na kono vavei.....onk onk din wait korsi...vavsi ek din tui thik hobi...ek din na ek din tor kas theke kisu shundor muhurto pabo....ek din na ek din ami thik jemon vavi temon vavei pabo toke.....kintu na re ami buzte parsi eta hoyer noi......tor udashinota shb somoi thakbe.......amr ektu khoj neya ki kortesi na kortesi....nah re thak....ami r pain nibo na....ami vhoyonkor tired hoye gesi.vhoyonkor hurt hoisi jeta buzano jabe na.

HAHA....KASHFI LIKLO OBOSHESE AMR WALL E...TAO KI LIKSE....J AMR NUM PORA JACCHE NA...ETA AMI KINA......???R ONNODER WALL E TER ABDAR KORA KOTHA BERTA LIKHA THIKKI CHOLTESE......HASSOKOR.OTHOCHO GOTO BOI MELAI AMI TOKE SHOBER AGE KINE DISILAM...TERPOR ADNAN KINE DISILO....WHTEVR

TODER K BAD DIYE ONNO KAORE GALI DILE TUI QUES KORISH....KINTU NIJE K EKBER QUES KORE DEKHSH SAME KAJ TA JKHN AMR SATHE KORISH TKHN AMR-O ONK KRP LAGE.....

EKTA EVNT BOLI...AMI TUI SADIA CLS SHES KORE SIRI DIYE NUMTESILAM....KTHA BOLTECHILAM...EK JAIGAI ESHE PULOK K DEKHLI TORA...AMAK PICHONE REKHE TORA HASTE HASTE GELIGA...BESH GOLPO TOLPO KORLI....AMI J PICHE ASE ETA MONE-O CHILO NA TODER.....AMI PORE ESHE TUK TAK KTHA BOLTE LAGLAM...TUI PATTA-O DILI NA OSHB....HASHIMONE GOLPO KORTE THAKLI.

ouy

tahnir ei jinihs ta amr etttttooooo josss lage j ki bolbo.o kamne kamne jani buze fele amr mon valo ase naki karap ase......maje maze ami obosso eto mon mora hoye ktha boli j eta buze fela ta kono baper na..kintu maze maze besh valo vave kotha bolle-o o kamne jani eta dhore fele....

hahaha ek din er ktha mone ase ekhno....ek thesis day te.....onekei chilo caffe te...amar ekta jinish val laglo na...ami tai baire ber hoye ekta cig dhorailam....aschorjo jonok baper shedin rate tahni bollo tor mon karap chilo kan caffe te....ami oshshikar korlam...kintu mone mone eto obak hoisi j ki bolbo...unblivable....o kamne eta buzte parlo????

baper ta hocche amr mon karap eto important kono baper na....eta j duniyar shobai re  patta dite hobe tao to na....kintu o j buzzte parlo amr etooooo obak lagse j ki bolbo....tahnir jaigai onno keu hole kono din-o buzto na......

maje maje tahni jkhn msg pathai amr mon karap dekhle amr osomvov valo lage.....shanti pai mone j jak ek jon to kisu ta care korlo bapeer ta niye....emn ahamori kono ghotona na eta....tao valo lage kano jani.....

kashfi toke to ami-o boi kine disilam.....koi amr kase to chaili na....adnan er kase chaili dekhlam.........

shber shb kisui tor mone thake...shber proti onk kindness-o dekhash...shudu amr belai kan jani tor shb obohela...ami buzte pari na baper ta.....eshb jkhn dekhi koshto lage onk....age tore boltem,mezaz karap kortem tor sathe....kintu ashle kono luv nai....tui dekhi oi rokomi ager motoi asis.....tai ekhn r kisu boli na

kalk toke phne korsilam...dhorish nai dekhlam....tor mon karap mone hoilo bole korsilam...kono ajaira ktha boler jonno kori nai...tor mon karap ei tuku mone hole-o ami tor kobor nei.phne kore ajaira ktha boli..eto ta r k k kore tor jonno jani na....ki jani onnora hoito aro beshi kore tor jonno...ami to r jani na seta..amr shudu mone hoise ami to onk khoj kobor-i nei ba at least try kori rakhar....kintu shb somoi dekhi dekha hole tui onno der sathe koto shundor kind thakish,eta sheta koto ki tor mone thake...fb e dekhi shober khoj kobor rakhis......ami tor kas theke ei jinish ta eto chai otocho eto kom pai j ki bolbo,tai karap lage onk,mezaz-o karap hoi tkhn,

shedin ki kothai jani bole felli ami naki st_martin e acting korsi...shune eto karap lagsilo amr j ki bolbo....st martin ami eka eka kadsi koto,amr mone ase oi din sokale ami beach gelam,ekta konai boshe eto kadsilam....amr sotti khub mon karap hoisilo st mertin ami ja ja deksilam....tor kase eta khubi normal ami jani,tui to emoni vave thakbi shober sathe,emoni vave ktha bolbi...kintu  ami kano jani onk beshi chai tor kas theke nijer jonno....tai amr eto beshi karap lagsilo oi khane.......shetai re....amr karap laga ta to r tui buzbi na...tai tor mone hoise ami acting korsi..jaihok osobida nai kashfi.....ami janish ekhn kicchu kori na....toke ek fota-o bolbo na karap lagle...kono kicccchu bolbo na.jor kore tor kas theke kisu jinish chaisilam.......sheta-o orokom vave pai nai tai r kisu chailam na...

jaihok r samanno kisu din ase...miche miche beshi kisu chaibo na r tor kas theke....ekhni toke jerokom obostai dekhi ami sure pass kore jabar pore tui vhul kore-o hoito ekta khoj nibi na phne dibi na.....ami sure eta.kisu korer nai re

ami boka bole koshto ta beshi pai.....ami dekhlam to shobai kamon kore onno rokom hoye jacche....nada jemon chole gese...tui temon jai jai kortesis......ami manush jon k khamokai eto apon kore vavte jai...ekhn theke komai dite hobe...onk betha paisi toder theke,onk valo muhurto-ao ase ami oshshikar korbo na...kintu jani na,karap laga ta onk pain dei amk.

......।

ভাল লাগতেসে না কন কিসুইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইই..................তাহানিইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইইই আমি বিরক্ত অনেক ...।

RN_DM_Z

ajk jongi phne kore chillani dilo 1 ta j kano oke Phne kori nai?ami ei frnd holam j kono khoj nei nai
hahahahaha.........shune valo laglo j hell yah shes thnkng y m not calling her.....thnks jongi i lke ur
concerned.....wsh i cud tell u y i didnt call u......at least u xpecting....edaning to r valo lage na
ktha bolte karo sathe.....manush jon posondo kore na amr kthar style......jara kisu mone korbe na vavsilam
tarai dekhi ulta palta vave amak niye,amr ktha shune, so ami ar ki bolbo,.,,,, ma bad lck,jader
kisu mone korar ktha chilo na ekhn dekhi tarai henten vavtese.....so pathetic.....i feel terrble tht i 
heard of tht twice frm a person i wudnt xpet..neway m kool

KOSHTO LAGE EMN KTHA SHUNLE

AMI 1 TA AJAIRA KTHA BOLSI BOLE ONK KISU HOYE GESE TAI NA?????THIK ASE KASHFI AMI R KONO ROKOM FAZLAMI KORBO NA TOR SATHE..........TOR SATHE KOM KTHA BOLAI VALO...JARA SERIOUS KTHA BOLE TORE TADER SATHEI THAK,TADER SATHEI KTHA BOL.....AMI KISU KORBO NA R TOR SATHE..........TODER KARO SARHEI KORBO NA....NADAR TO 1TA REASON ASE J TER BOYFRND HOISE...R TUI -O MANA KORE DILI.....THIK ASE TAILE......VHUL AMRAI HOISE....TODER SATHE ETO MISHA TAI AMR VHUL HOISE....M SRY.TUI JADER SATHE VALO THAKOS ANONDE THAKOSH TADER SATHEI THAK.AMI SHEI AMR COLLEGE LIFER MOTO HOYE JABO ABR....NIJER 1 TA WEIGHT NIYE THAKBO...MANUSHER DHAR DHARBO NA R

AMI ASHOLE ETO OPODARTHO HOYE JONMAISI J KI BOLBO.

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MON TA KARAP LAGTESE......AGE TO KARAP LAGLE DUI EK JON K BOLTEM...EKHN R BOLI NA KAO K....ASHLE ORA NIJERAI ETO BG THAKE.....R AMR ESHB MON KARAP SHUNE ODER KI HOBE???ODER KI ETO TIME ASE????TAI EKHN KARAP LAGLE-O KISU BOLI NA.BOKA DER ONK KARONEI KARAP LAGTE PARE,TAI BOLE TO SHB KISU BOLLE HOBE NA...EDANING NIJE K ONK BESHI EKA LAGE.

BISH-SHOI NIYE CHEYE THAKI

DU CHOKHE DEKHI ONK KISU

VALO LAGE NA SHOB

TOBU KISU BOLBER VASHA NEI

SHIKHESI ONK KISU BOLTE NEI.

AGLE RAKHSI ONK ONUVHUTI

PROKASH KORBO NA R

BUZTE CHAISE NA KEU KONO KISU

BUZAR SHOMOI KOI?

TAI MUKH FIRIYE NICCHI ARALE.

SHONDHAR NIYON ALOTE SHOPNO VONGER MICHIL,

DUSH SHOPNER JATRA ONIMESH.

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LIFE IS SO UNPREDICTABLE.......JANI NA ....LIFE HOTAT HOTAT ONK KISU PEYE JAI JA ETO TA UNXPECTED J
KI BOLBO......AMR MON TA KARAP...KALK 1 JON K 1TA BAZE KTHA BOLE FELSILAM...AMI HOTAT KOREI BOLE FELSI
...VAVSI SHE RAG KORBE NA BUT SHE RAG KORSE...AMR MONTAI KARAP HOYE GELO....AMI KI KONO ULTA PALTA KISU
BOLTE PARBO NA KAO K???ASHLE SHBR SATHE KOM KTHA BOLAI VALO....UNI TE CLS ER POLA PAIN DER SATHE JEMON 
KOM KTHA BOLI,SO KONO GANJEM HOI NA.....TODER SHOBER SATHE-O EROKOM KOM KTHA BOLBO...AJAIRA TODER 
BIROKTIR KARON HOYER DORKER NAI....EMNI CHOROM BOKA HOYE JONMAISI TERUPOR ESHB AJAIRA KTHA BOLE SHB KISUTE
GHRINAR PATRO HOYER MANE NAI KONO.
BUT TAHNEE AJK JA KORLO AMR MONE THAKBE....TAHNEE TOKE THNX BOLI NAI...ETA BOLER KONO MANE NAI...TUI J 
KAJ TUKU KORLI TATEI AMI OSOMVOV KHUSHI HOISI RE.....ETO KHUSHI J TUI VAVTE-O PARBI NA....YUI J AMK EKTU 
PATTA DISH,, IGNORE KORISH NA TATE AMI ONK HAPPY HOLAM RE......EI J AMI ETO BOKA HOISI TERPOR-O J AMK
HATE KORISH NA SETA BIRAT PAOYA AMR JONNO.
POLAPAIN KOTO BAZE KTHA BOLE TOKE NIYE AMK NIYE.....BUT TUI R AMI TO JANI....AMRA KONO VAVEI ESHB KTHA 
DESERVE KORI NA.....PRMS-O JANE ETA...O AMK EK DIN BOLSE...O ARO BOLSE TUI ETA SHUNLE AMR SATHE KTHA BOLA 
PURAI STOP KORE DIBI....KI R KORA BOL....AMK ONK BER KONO KISU NA KORE-O PUNISHMENT PAITE HOISE.....
LOK JON AMK ETO BESHI USE KORSE J AMI KI BOLBO.....AMI JANTEM BUZTEM J PEOPLE USED ME..BUT KISU BOLTEM NA 
RE....AMI KAO K HURT KORTE CHAITEM NA KOKHONOI...SO SHB KISU BUZAR PORE-O HASHI MUKHE J JA CHAI KORE DEI.
JAIHOK ESHB AJAIRA KTHA THAK.
TAHNE AMR KHUB VALO LAGSE.....AMI PROUDLY BOLTE PARI TOR KAS THEKE EMN KISU KISU JINISH PAISI JETA AMI R  
KARO KAS THEKE PAI NAI....KOEK JONER KAS THEKE ETO BESHI CHAISILAM EI SHB SAMANNO KINDNESS TUKU,KINTU 
JANISH PAI NAI KOKHONO...KARAP LAGTO KINTU KISU BOLTE PARTEM NA...BAPER TA BUZATE GELE ULTA AMR UPOR
HABIJABI DOSH ESHE PORTO.....AMR VOYONGKOR KARAP LAGTO KINTU KISU KORER BA BOLER CHILO NA.....BUT TUI
REALLY EI BAPER GULA AMK ONK BER DISIS....AMI PROTIBER VAVI R MONE HOI...TOR EI KINDNESS KI AMI DESERVE 
KORI??NAH RE AMI DESERVE KORI NA ESHB.....IM SO WASTAGE PACKAGE....TERPORO ONK VALO LAGE....
JEMON AJK EI MUHURTE ETO VALO LAGLO...10 MINS PORE PHNE KORBI TO...TAO TOKE KONO THNX DIBO NA....
ER CHEYE BESHI KISU TOR PRAPPO.....JAIHOK VALO THAKISH RE...TOR JONNO SHUVO KAMONA THAKBE SARA JEEBON
JANI NA FUTURE E HOITO PALTE JABO ONK....TERPOR-O CHESTA KORBO KOKHONO TOR JONNO VALO KISU KORER ND
MONE-O RAKHBO TOKE.......AMR PORICHITO KONO EK JONER MEYER NUMM JODI AMK RAKHTE BOLE TAILE TOR NUM TA
DEDICATE KORE DIBO.....ND LIFE JODI ONK FAMOUS HOI KONO BOI LIKHE OR MUVI BANAI,THN TOKE DEDICATE KORBO
ONK KISUI....TOR ONK THOUGHTS ONK KISUI AMI APPLY KORBO....... VALO THAKISH..BOKAR MOTO ONK KTHAI 
LIKHE FELLAM...TUI ESHB JANTE PARLE ONK LOJJA PABO RE.
SHN NA.....TOR CHUL GULA BAKA KORE FEL ABR,,,,TOKE EKHN CHUL NIYE KISU BOLTE PARI NA TOOOOOOO REEEEEEE.
HAHAHAHA JAHA PANI NUM TA KOOOL HOISE TOR....HAHAHA

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hmm.....yah happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....im happpppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy for lots of thngs........................khubi valo lagse shb kisui.