CHNGE SHUD D

AHARE AMI ETO BOKA KANO HOLAM....MANUSH JONER KOTO BUDDHI.....SHOBAI KI SHUNDOR BUZE SHUNE KTHA BOLE...AMI EMN HOLAM KANO???????????BUDDHIMAN DER SHOBAI POSONDO KORE...ORA SHBER SATHEI ONK VALO KORE CHOLTE PARE......R AMI TO KISUI PARI NA..........ISH EKTU BUDDHI THAKLEI TO HOITO...AMMA ABBA TO VALOI BUDDHIMAN...AMI KIII HOILAM ETA?????BAAAAAAAAAL..............SHBAI KHUB HATE KORE EI JONNO TAI NA???????ONK DINER PORICHOI BOLE HOITO KSHFI KISU BOLE NA.....BUT AFTER ALL.....BOKA J TAKE TO O OPOSONDOI KORBE...TAI NA???KI R KORA...ONK TRY KORE-O TO CHALAK HOTE PARSI NA..........................................DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

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M O N  K H A R A P>>>>>>>> B E S H I  K H A R A P.

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M O N  K H A R A P>>>>>B E S H I   K H A R A P

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karap laglo.....ami protiber emn dekhi r mezaz krp kori......dhur shala baaaler baaaal....who cares.....amr dorker nai.....jeta hobe na seta hobe na...ajaira chaibo na.

wnna b a gud person

amr nije k onk chnge kora dorker,onk onk change......amr uchit complte ek jon valo manush hoya...kintu valo manusher moto achoron na kore ami ja ta bhav kori.....ei j kshfi,tahni,jongi,prms ami eder ja ta ktha boli,eto eto shb aze baze nd faul ktha boli nd sarakkhn boli....kono mane ase eter????amr ki uchit na oder sathe shundor kore mishti kore ktha bola???manush frnder sathei to valo kore ktha bole tai na????r ami kori ulta palta...ami soikot er sathe valo kore ktha boli r eder sathe purai faul ktha boli.....ajobbbbbbbbbb baper pura......

emnki jissa apur sathe-o....uni amr senior,onak respct to koriii na ulta ki ki j shb boli....mone ase ek din cht kortesilam apu ami r ashraf...oner phne aschilo r ami ashraf k bollam dekh apur obosta...ei ghovir rate oner ki ki shb  phne ashe r uni ktha bole berai....ami ei kaj ta kamne korte parlam???arek din aro ekta baze ktha bolsilam...ekta status dibo...apu ask korlo ki status..ami bollam nah bolbo na,apni shunle hashben...abr ask korse tkhn ami bollam...i wanna clmb mount avrst ,i wwanna c th grls undressed.....ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ei ktha ami jissa apu k liksilam......uffffffff ami eto disgustng nature er kamne hoilam????

kshfir upor eto eto mezaz krp kiri ami,r duniyar manusher samne gaal fulai rakhi,kono mane ase eter????o shb somoi amr matha thanda rakhe...ter binimoye ami ki korsi..st mertin 2 ta picchir samne onno dike mukh firai ktha bolsi ami.....shtttttttt ami evave inslt korsi ore......amr porichito jara ase tara shbai evn trini-o tahni k koto shundor shundor ktha bole r ami shber kase tahnir num aje baje bole berai.....emon ki tannar sathe-o chorom baze ktha boli.....

ishd chnge,chnge myslf......emn to na j ami normal vave ktha bolte pari na...manush joner sathe to boli.....

emnitei ami boka gadha types er terupor emn kore ktha boli...kshfir wall e eshb joghonno ktha likhe diye ashi...o to r direct kisu bole na amk...confrm o onk mon krp kore...or frnd ra wall pore ki vavbe???kothaker baaler pola,ter ja iccha likhe jacche r kshfi-o emn ulta palta types er chele re or frnd lst e rakse.....ami r likhbo na or wall e,chobite cmnt korbo na,kisu likhte iccha korle ekhne likhbo,shetai valo.im dmn idiot,nijer-i 2 poishar dam nai ulta manush jon re bazee ktha bole berai,ashrf pola ta eto valo,shb somoi khoj kobor rakhe r ami jissa apur kase complain kore berai j pola ta ekta beyadob,sarakkhn amr mukher upor ktha bole...kono manei nai eshber.....

msg

jissa apu k msg e likhlam....uni bolse amk thik asi ami.......valo laglo msg ta pore.....besh onk valo lagse.....onk din pore keu 1 ta valo msg korlo amk.

but amr paoya shb theke shundor msg ta tahneer theke....ami ki ki koto liksilam r o reply dise jst 4 ta wrd er....eto simple ktha gula......but shune awesome lagse.....amr lfe paoya bst msg........

no chnge

ha ami jani ami boka gadha ami immatured........r ei jonno jodi amk karo valo na lage amr kisu korer nai.....amk bohut kisui sojjho korte hoise er jonno.......shb jaigai shbr kas theke onk obohela paisi ei jonno.....kintu ami poribortito hote chai na,ami r shbr moto eto chalak hote chai na...boka thakai valo amr jonno....onk manush-i amk diye nijeder onk kaj korai nise nana somoi,thik ase eta niye amr afsos nai......shbai shb pai na....kisu korer nai........ami kono chnge chai na,shudu amr vhitorer jinish ta jeno konodin chnge na hoi,aj theke onk onk din pore-o ami chai amr sotta ta jeno emoni thake........

aftr xam

xam ta ses  hok...koek ta baper milai dekhbo....nd amr mone hoi ami ja vavtesi shetai hobe......ths is temporary evnt...tkhn r or mone-o thakbe na.....jaihok dekha jak

hojoborolo

o ki ajk mittha ktha bollo amr sathe????ami jani na....mone holo tai...but i hope i am wrng.....coz faith ek ber chole gele seta firai ana khubi koshto...so i guess nd wished tui mittha bolish nai...whtevr ami or bhavior buzlam na ajk....mone hoi kisu na...still im not happy at all.....

whtevr leave it......i kno i can do it...i m growng strnger day by day.....yah...i jst dnt care it....

after a whle.....

i thnk im not wrng.......im feeling really bad...its nthng....i can kick ths matter......its so simple matter....but yah i alwz count these.

mon karap.

mon karap lagtese...onk karap....kano???bolbo na,kao k bolbo na....kao k kicchu bolbo na...keu buzbe na kano..shunle  ulta amr upor rag kore thakbe..shb somoi erokomi hoi.

baper ta khub samanno....kintu amr j valo lage nai...ki korbo ami......thak kisu boler nai..emoni hobe...ami kicchu chaibo na karo kase...jer jemon iccha koruk,ami r rag korbo na,keu eta buzbe na,ulta shb dosh abr she-i amr-i hobe.....eta buze gesi ekhn....nijer moto kore thakbo...karap lagle kao k bollbo na,bashai boshe games khelbo...shetai valo

ami mon karap korle-o kao k kisu bolbo na r....ami boka bole shobai oposdo kore...boka bole mon karap lukate pari na....boka der onk somossa....

jodi somoi ta k pichiye neya jaito..ami tahole damn care typer hoye jaitem.....erokom na hole karo kase dam nai...boka gadha k keu dekhte pare na...eto boka kano holam?

2009 1st jan

kashfi ajk buet e gesilo...sadia k niye...chotha r boi kinte...but o amk bole nai...ekber phne kore ask korte parto j ami ashte parbo kina...ami at least eta asha korte pari..tai na??but nno...im wrng..o kano bolbe amk aste...tai na???sadia chilo or sathe....r ami thakle or ki ba emn luv hoito tai naa???
damn ami buzlam na bochorer 1st din tai amr eto karap gelo???kashfi sry...i xpecct lots...ber ber nije k buzainah r kisu chaibo na...hoi na kano terpor???somossa ta kothai amr??ami j vave toke chai or dekhi frnd hishabe..tui kono din-o amk o vave dekhbi na...i kno..i ve to xcept it.2009 amr mon ta eto karap kore dilo rght at th strt.
i hate this life..i hate this world..hate evrythng........i m so damn looser in my full life.